Misha asked what is my ideal life in the reviewing session of last course. I told him free and beloved life was my goal of living. Fightting against constraints and developping myself keep me from being inbound. I know I am on the right way. It is lucky I had made through the difficalt time being in my life. Nowdays maybe is the best free monment in my life. whatever obstacle of freedom is ahead of me, I will forge ahead. I know what I want, and always being opitmistic and persistant.

  While love and belove is a doubl edge sword. The more your love, the deeper you might be hurt. Finding a person that love you is a fortune. Previously, I am pretty sure that I am brilliant and know what is love, I know someone will appear in my life loving me and blessing me. Times pass by, I kind of get use to be alone. even i kind of lost ability of loving someone. Looking for a safe and beloved evironment is the goal of my brandnew life. I hardly bear the feeling of unsafty and living alone. David told me I was young. but I am not as i was. Being ordinary and living a normal life, I am expecting the shining in my life. Cordially beless and pray for myself, my ideal life, live freely and beloved.